Father's Day cum Birthday

happY father's day!!! got a few more minuTEs before it is officially over. today is also jiE's birthday so we went avanti's to makan... yum yumMm what a meal. it's literally FINE dining - as claimed by my sis. then we requested for a birthday song for her and the chef-cum-singer saNg his heart OUt and funnily too akkaka Boy was she embarassed! especially when he did that high pitch laughter that sounded like the clown from the show IT i think.... Got second round of birthday song some more because the cake only comes like after 10 minuTes so sang again hahaha bOY was i laughing like a maniac looking at her embarassed face. but anyHow everybody had fun! i shall remember to bring my Palm the next time we go out for any outing. today i forgot to bring but we came baCk and took craZy pics together! jie's leaving soon so well we should spend as much time together as possible !!!

*siGh*

damn itT... i still want him back. how come you only think of the good stuff that happened before ? lonelinesS? or merely missing him? why does it have to be this waY? it hurts to feel that he doesn't have to talk to me anymore cuz well i'm history. which makes me wonder did he really lost his feelings long before i broke up with him? or it wasn't there in the first place.... gosH what am i gonna do?

pilLow Talk

just now i was watching this shoW for the very first time it was actually not bad! except for the 2 female guests ler that is... so typical "i'm-a-popular-girl-everywhere" hMMm or probably i'm just jealouS haha hans isaac was featured too and who the heck is that fella? he sounded sooooooo familiar and i know he is somebody famoUs but i just couldn't point my finger at it. i think he has got attitude ...an interesting one that is hehe and he's not too thin!! aHhhh.... what a guy hahaha

*Jeni on the right with ChRistIne on the left and the crowd drowning in the background (pardon the lousy photographer :P)* ~ Leo Forum 2004 

TesTtt!!!!

ho ho i'm sitting for a test nowW but i'm actually high on chocolate and not in the suitable state to do this mAn.... haha buYutz baiknye hari ni belanja orang makan.. i had MagNum!! thank you buyutZZzzz!!! aihhh i'm actually surviving on chocolates and workload to get over this "recovery" perioD kaka which is productive in a way i guess.... i wonder how the other jonathan was doing... maybe i should send him an e-mail or something and see what comes back :0

Ren Siang *may god bless you wherever you are*

it has been 2 years since he left us earthlinks... time seemed to passed like nobody's business. i know this may sounds weird but i still refused to delete his UIN in my icq .... obviously i'm not hoping that someday his nick would come online *that would be CREEPY* but it is a tiny memoir sort of thing i guess. my regrets until today would still be the fact that i did not get the chance to say goodbye to him at all. i took things for granted thinking he's fine and i surely hope i learnt my lessons not to do that in anything and to anyone in my life anymore.

may his family, friends and relatives be well & happy always.

p/s: i wonder if up there they are as high tech as we are... then probably he could peep into my bloggie and read my thoughts

THE Beginning

aHhhh.... finally I overcomed my laziness and managed to click 'Sign Up' for this bloggie thingy. but the thing is usually singing up is not that problem but it is the maintenance of it that really eats up all the energY and discipline *siGh*

Today we had a Moral Studies class with Mr. Warren (Jovan's)and he actually took the initiative to give the class this address and encourage us to blog our stuff. not bad for a moral lecturer huh? And as usual he has got lots of more-than-real-life stories to tell us. sadly to say the topic today was on relationship :O
being on the 5th day of breaking up (why do i even count the days???? blEH) i felt pretty down to be reminded of factors that build relationships and factors that destroys one. Actually just 2 nights ago this long time friend(Kevin Chan)whom i never spoke to for 5 years already,called just to have a chat with me. we got onto this subject and he said that no matter who ask for a break both parties will bound to be hurt anywayz. i find that to be SO Very TRUE! let's put it this way... if you're the one who calls it, at some point you might be wondering "should i mention it at all? how can this felt so wrong?" and if your partner is the one who calls it then definitely you'll fell dejected, rejected etcetera then *sobz*...the usual stuff. the pain is definitely there for both side i believe - unless for those heartless jerk that has no ermm.... heart. So there's always a question of, is it worth the pain? why do people keep saying getting hurt is such a negative thing and should be avoided but at the same time the cycle of relationship is there. THEN i knew it. there is no way out to this because let's face it.... nobody can live without love and TLC - tender loving care! and what better way to acquire it at this age with some "special" ones :P but of course there's always friends too but it ain't the same aight? the bottom line is jeni's gonna continue to go with the flow when and if someone crosses her path *winkZ*